What do you think about this speech on "the meaning of life n the concept of evil?"?

What is our mission in life? All these negatives in life are actually positives! You are probably thinking (as an atheist or a person who doubts god) ‘what do u mean? Death, murder, rape is positive?” holistically, it is and ill tell you why. God wants to test you. He will test you with loses, fear, loss of wealth, he WILL test you. So the system of life is designed by God to be full of hardships and loss. So let’s define what is “evil.” So the atheists nowadays that when (for example) a tsunami takes place ; its evil. When an earthquake takes place; its evil. The flood that took place in Pakistan ; its evil. (an atheist would say) “how could this happen? A ‘merciful’ god see a child just drown, starve (etc)??” and humans like you and I would cry, we would have compassions for a child drowning,, how could GOD do that?? True, good question. We ask that question all the time don’t we? Actually, the term “EVIL” is false. It is improperly attached to this event. Let me define evil properly (this is btw how atheism starts – when u misdefine terminologies and u get stuck in a spiral of misunderstandings and all but positivity comes to mind ) the true definition of evil is A WILLFUL REJECTION OF GOOD. Meaning, when I have free will I can choose to do good and I can choose to reject good , which brings about evil . my willfull rejection of promoting good leads me to evil. So NOTICE the definition of evil – the definition of evil has a direct connection with free will – if u take the free will notion out – then evil will NOT exist. Therefore, a tsunami has no notion of evil – there is no question of choice there it is a matter of physical reality taking place where water is no longer defiling space where it is supposed to. Notice the definition of evil!! Now when atheist say to you , “ look at that evil tsunami ! god is seeing that child die! What an evil god, I thought god was supposed to be good? So there must NOT be a god if there is so much evil.” Now let me give u a little vision to this answer.. see, to us death is a terrible thing because it is not in our control. Life is not in our control, We cannot bring anything to life once it is dead. No scientist today knows the origin of life. NO SCIENTIST. We do not know how life started, we can talk about how it moves forward but nobody truly knows how it started (and don’t say the ‘big bang theroy’ bcuz it is a THEROY not a provent fact). And we know for a fact that non living entities do not give birth to living entities. So therefore by definition of a miracle is something that happens but u do not know the cause of it. True? (yes!) we call it miraculous. Therefore, life is miraculous, life is a miracle. You notice that life has its origins but none of us know what it is.. it just moves forward. Its so incredible that when we look at a living entity giving birth to a living entity, we don’t know how it functions – we just know that it moves forward.so know when we reflect, that the mercy of God in putting togather this life (even in an atheistic perspective) has to be in a positive direction. If I say to myself that I am existing and I decide not to do anything good, you will find that u will spiral in a negative. If you don’t wake up in the morning and u don’t go forward and do something in a positive way.. you will die.. if you don’t wake up in the morning and polish yourself and clean yourself – look at how god has built the system – where you have to take a shower, you have to groom yourself, you have to cut your nails, you have to cut your hair, why has god done that? Why cant we just do it once, and forget about it? Because god says in this world you are consistently going to struggle, it’s a never ending struggle, and you are going to keep doing it until you die. Because that is the design of god system, that the POSITIVE NATURE IS THE DRIVING FORCE OF EVERYTHING. So when people ask “what kind of god can watch his own child die” there is a mercy to that, and what is that mercy? It’s the compassion you and I feel for that child. You say ‘ a child died, I feel like im going to cry.’ God says “THAT’S IT; THAT’S why I took the child away” that if you can understand the value of life, how could you if you didn’t see it go away? How can you understand the fragility of the human race if you didn’t experience it. How can you understand the value of the stable earth, if it didn’t shake? Tell me, how could you??